I don't need to waste my time thinking about this. I just blow things out of proportion. Even though I am attracted to you, and we have this really weird friendship where I can't even tell when you're kidding and when you're not. Whatever, I'm just going to sit back and see what happens.
I decided I'm going to apply to UCF for the fall semester.
I was going to wait until next year, but I can't take this place anymore. I just hope I get in. I don't know how much more rejection my self esteem can take, ha.
I'd like to just have a fresh start, in a fresh place.
Sure, I've already got friends there, but it'll be far enough from home to get me out of my comfort zone, and make me grow up.
I'm ready.
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