Tuesday, April 5, 2011

And I hope everything is gonna be alright.

Logging off of facebook chat to avoid awkward questions.
Like, really, what am I supposed to say to that? Why would you even ask me that? It's not a yes or no question, it's a game changer.
NO BIG DEAL THOUGH, REALLY.
Really, I realize how unprepared I am for the real world. I have no idea how to handle the opposite sex.
Which is probably why I've always been such a "bro".
Since boys never liked me, I just decided I'd fit in with them instead.
Fat girls aren't allowed to have feelings.
So, I never learned how to deal with them or express them or anything.
I don't even know what I'm doing, guys.
I'm a mess, I guess.
I just overanalyze everything.
Every punctuation mark.
Every letter of a single sentence.
I dunno, it probably wasn't even a real question anyway.
You're gone now, and it probably won't come back up any time soon, if ever.
But now I have that feeling in the pit of my stomach and I can't sleep.

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