I just can't get over it.
I literally feel nauseous and I've got that stinging pain behind my eyes.
I know they're outdated words, but they were true 12 hours ago, and part of them has to be true now.
I hate myself so much.
I wonder how often people think things like that about me, but don't bother writing them out.
Probably more often than I could handle.
I can't even handle this.
But this isn't about me, really, it isn't.
I think I'm going to go cry myself to sleep like the pathetic human being I am.