Disappointed, I know you are.

I couldn't ever imagine such harsh words directed at me.

I just can't get over it.

I literally feel nauseous and I've got that stinging pain behind my eyes.

I know they're outdated words, but they were true 12 hours ago, and part of them has to be true now.

I hate myself so much.

I wonder how often people think things like that about me, but don't bother writing them out.

Probably more often than I could handle.

I can't even handle this.

But this isn't about me, really, it isn't.

I'm sorry.

I think I'm going to go cry myself to sleep like the pathetic human being I am.